I didn’t kill myself because I hoped to see you again I Whispered silently to my only friend We had managed to survive thus far Wearing David’s bright yellow star The killing of Jews hadn’t happened I tried to pretend I didn’t kill myself because I hoped to see you again. But it had happened and the memories never left Waking screaming your tattooed number with your hand over your chest Forever traumatized by the chamber of hell Telling anyone your Jewish you just couldn’t tell Hoping the Nazi’s didn’t borrow your skin I didn’t kill myself because I hoped to see you again Survival of the fittest when no one was fit Fear of being shot like a dog and thrown into a pit Darkness surrounds you as you claw your way out Is this what life is really about? I trust in God his is within I didn’t kill myself because I thought I’d see you again