Here I am not knowing what to do.
Sitting here hurting and not being able to move.

It’s both physically and mentally that has me trapped.
Come now, Kim, let’s switch these tracks.

Let’s make southbound going back to my past.
I don’t want to go there so I have to act fast.

And northbound will be into my future.
With unknown journeys these thoughts I need to nurture.

So where to begin is what I’m asking me.
A sign from above would help me, please.

What is it I need to conquer first?
Help me to tame my hunger and thirst

For doing something healthy to get me through this day.
Outside it’s wet, cloudy and gray.

When I get motivated that will be okay
For I was in the Army for more than a day.

If getting wet and muddy should be my calling,
To help keep myself from bawling,

Then that is my plan for today.
Do you want to come out and play?