THIS IS NOT GOOD - BYE God gave me the sight with which to find the most wonderful man there could ever be, He’s good., He’s kind and very thoughtful too…He’s my best friend and husband. I never thought I’d meet such a man, I sometimes wondered if he was an angel sent down from God to guide and watch over me. We had a very special kind of love we shared, I could never put this kind of love in someone else’s hands. For every someone there is someone else they need, a whole other soul, that’s very special indeed. You will know when you found it , because your heart is like a dinner bell it will ring. Why him not me Lord, how could this be, he was taken from me, I was willing to lay down my life for our country by joining the military. So why not me Lord he was my whole world and more, If for only one breath of air I’d give him all of mine. I will dry my eyes…I will not cry, when I looked up I saw a crack in the sky. We gather here with heavy hearts, our minds are filled with wonderful memories of Charles. There’s a picture of you my love etched in the back of my mind, it will forever keep your memories alive !!! “ Don’t push me so hard Lord “ “ A little nudge would do Lord “. for I’ll do it anyway I put my faith in you ! Charles you’ve earned a one way ticket to Heaven, the angels wept and mingled their tears with mine. To feel the hurt is such painful sorrow, knowing that this feeling will be there tomorrow. Each and every day I will miss you more and more, than God whispered your name and the angel came and took you away through the crack in the sky, oh how I hated to see you go. Just sincerely believe that this is not a good - bye, though you live on in our hearts. Charles is gone but he is now at peace, I know you are looking down on me…so I’ll try very hard to be the best that I can, and how you’d want me to be !!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO