Broken Through



I see the light, I see it there

But it goes away when I stare



The darkness is back why is it here

For I asked you to stop coming near



Me and my soul, me and my heart

It is time; it’s best we part



Our ways so I can grow and heal

Part ways so I can feel



Emotions I’ve been hiding away

emotions I don’t even show when I pray



Emotions I keep way down inside

They try to come up but I continue to hide



From the world from my life

From my family, from my wife



I’ve been gone too long, I don’t know my way back

Because I feel every step I take, there will be an attack



On me and in my soul

Thera’s just so much I want you to know



I wasn’t alway like this, this wasn’t always true

I used to be “normal” I used to be like you



Come back I say, come back to me now

I just don’t know how I got here, how



I need you here, I need you with me

There’s so much life left to live you see



It’s time to live rather than survive

So I can in this life, thrive



But when? When does this occur

Because this pot within I don’t want to stir



It hurts to much will it end

It hurts so bad will my heart ever mend