One year minus—until what? Make a plan. What is next? Return to college. Change of lifestyle. Five years gone. Almost completed my special education degree minus student teaching. Loss of son, my love. Foe went to prison. How do I go on? Ten years gone. I am lost; I need help. Floundering. Can’t get out of my own way. Asked for help. Went to school for massage therapy. Learned. Have a better understanding of mind, body and soul. Twenty years gone. Started Art4vets. Giving back. Found a tribe. Belong. I have a purpose. Completed human services degree at age 65.