Battle buddy



I’m up again I toss and turn, a good night sleep as what i yearn

These PTSD symptoms keep me awake. I just want to sleep for fucks sake.

And then it happens my eyes close, I’ll try to sleep I suppose

But the horror doesn’t stop there. It’s the same place I go when I stare.

A deep, dark hole sunken in making me feel like I can’t win

It consumes me in the night, ignites my fight or flight

No doubt, due to the nightmares within the things I see and what could’ve been

The darkness is there the darkness can see that this person I am is not me

I used to be full of energy in life and now that’s changed I’m full of strife

Who am I now and where am I meant to be right here right now is what I say to me

Right here right now in this treatment center because a new doors opening it’s time to enter

It’s time to begin grow and heal. And yes, it’s time to let God take the wheel.

I will make it I will survive, and in this life I will strive

To be a better version of me, so the whole world may see

Then, this info I will share with my battle, helping them like I was helped so their bodies don’t rattle

Make a change is what I’ll do and this new path is what I’ll pursue

Hand-in-hand with my battles in my left and right that help me find my sight

I’ll be there for them like they were for me then we can all laugh and let it be

Let Yesterday go to push forward evermore then I promised my friend you are soar

To higher heights to a new place within, and I’ll always be there letting you know you can beat this you can win

You can be you again you can be free you can heal to just like me

So take my hand as it is time to make this great big world, yours and mine



Godspeed