When I Do Not Choose Healing



When I do not choose healing.

It's my emotions I am concealing.

I don't want to be around other folks.

Because I'll feel like the blunt of their jokes.



When I do not choose healing.

I am not at all appealing.

I'm more than likely not in a good place.

So, I'll warn you now to stay out of my face.



When I do not choose healing.

It's me in which I am stealing.

A life that's still new to me.

The happiness, joy, and love, you see.



When I do not choose healing.

It's layers of me that I am peeling.

I take away everything I have applied.

And I'll let my demons back inside.