Cold surrounds me, painting the canvas gray, putting us to bed early. Mr. Sun is hiding. I feed the birds for my own SALVATION. Snow covers the earth white; we wait impatiently for green buds. Sitting in your chair, I’m questioning reality, remembering yesterday, but not today. Memories are kept in a box; pictures hang behind yellow glass. I’m putting the puzzle together. Dying is part of living. Here I am living, waiting to die.