I remember my days of innocence; I was young and naive. I had no worries or responsibilities, just running around and being me. I learned fast that time can change everything in the blink of an eye. Too many things are going on; life is moving too fast. Nowhere to go and nowhere to hide. Tick-tock, tick-tock, time goes by; another day older, another day wiser. Life can sometimes be cruel and unkind; things happen and we don't know why. Here in fear I sit alone with my knees gathered to my chest in total empty darkness. When does the hurt go away enough to make it bearable to live another day. Tick-tock, tick-tock, time goes by and I can't say I know where it went. I can't understand how my past manifests itself into physical pain that makes me want to die. All these days alone, words and memories trapped inside my head. Tick-tock, tick-tock, it will never stop. I know I can't turn the hands of time and that I can never get my innocence back! It's easy to forget exactly why you strive, then want to die until one day you're not sure who you are or how you're still alive.