The meaning of evidence is clear and vivid, meaning that there’s something tangible and that something happened even though they say it didn’t. Sometimes the evidence is hidden by people, places and situations. This leaves me feeling as though I have no accreditation. This leaves my soul open and feeling unbearable pain. I continue to pursue the truth. I feel as though evidence not seen is making the truth appear in vain. I use my voice to advocate for myself and others. But it seems to me that the more I speak about the issue, the more my heart feels trouble. And when unseen evidence indicates bias, I believe others are thinking I’m lying. Sometimes I’m not sure what to do or whom to trust due to lack of evidence, leaving me feeling doomed and without existence. Even though I stood up to fight for this land, who’s standing up for me when the evidence is not at hand? To find closure even though the evidence is not seen, I must turn my trust to God and believe the truth won’t be covered up like dead, wilted leaves. Somewhere along this path, I know the love of God will eventually unfold the truth and allow me to beat all the odds.