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It’s been a very hot indian summer.



school is about to start and James will be starting middle school 8th grade.



But for now mother is always on the war path, it doesn’t take much to set her off,



she always spotted whenever one of us told a lie, we were always punished like



overkill for just playing in the dirt.





There really is no desciption to tell you how I felt,



she made me feel like this was a living hell !



Deep down inside of me I truly was scared of what she would do next,



it was like walking on pines and needles each and every day.





Along came the sadness and it crept into my heart ,



things got bad and then worse,



Mom, you made me sad, you made me mad and I even startred to smetimes,



fell hate towards you.





As sick as this may sound I still loved my mom,



down deep inide of me I felt like there was nothing she could do to me to



make that change.



Lessions not learned are they repeated again, the answer is yes !!!



I always struggled inpatienty as to why someone, anyone had not helped me



escape this place I call hell.







Can you spare a smile ? mine has ran away,



I know I must have made her upset becaue she slapped me so hard she



wiped my smile straght of my face.



I know when something bad is about to take place,



my breath stops in an instant and my heart takes flight.





The walls close in on me and start to crush me,



though the terror keeps haunting my mind,



I see a little hope when my teacher who sees the signs of child abuse



like long sleeve shirts in the dead of summer, and my grades drop on down



and I isolated myself from others.



She reported me to the authorities that would help me,



mystary and wonder with my innocence lost at a very early age.





Eyes always filled with fury and rage,



I said alot of crazy things as a child.



Maybe thats why my soul is twisted and wild,



I guarantee my mother created a one of a kind.





Just sitting here I feel like I’m losing my mind,



the world has showen me that this sickness called child abuse is everywhere.



it spreading like wild fire.









So many victims just want to give up completely,



we feel like a failure mom always wins, can’t cross mother punisment severe.



I’m yearing for something lost, but I plan to get it back,



regaurdless of the cost.





I’m gonna prove I’m tougher and meaner and i know when I’ve had enough,



Mom, you are always pulling me down with your verbal abuse how I’m worthless.



Well one day mom soon you’ll be caught offf guard and I’ll be there waiting,



It’ll be like a category 4 hurricane inside this hell of a home.





You see mom I learned from you, you should of let those people take us away,



but now I’m bigger, older and wiser now tell me how does it feel ?



Shoes on the other foot, I’m not saying thati t’s right or wrong,



but maybe it was the only wat !



She made me into the person I am today,



and the cycle keeps repeating itself.





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