That look in his eyes



That look as he gazed at me told me everything I needed to know

That look in his eyes showed he cared and even love

That look showed concern when I felt down

And that look protected me when I felt unsafe

He was this to me but nothing more

He was a dear friend but he wanted more than I did

More and More

So when he asked me to take his hand and go to a magical place

I did

I was reluctant I was excited and scared at the same time

But I went

The landscaping and lights made it paradise

But as the lights eventually started to dim, and even spin

It went from light to darkness

Then woke up

I woke up

I woke up feeling tired sore and angry

But I didnt know why or where it came from

That look changed me

That look was cold, and that look was defensive

That look could pierce anyone in the dark

With blood displayed on the bed like red paint on a giant canvas

That’s when I understood the looks

Thats when I knew he wasn’t caring or loving like I thought

He took my innocents and threw it to the wind never to be seen again

No wonder I have nightmares

That look showed me things had to be different, things had to change

That look showed me all I ever need to know

The darkness appeared for the first time then, shortly after the look

The look that drown me, the look that too everything from me

My self esteem, my positive energy, and even my soul

I will never be the same again

And it all started with a look